Am I Selfish?

I'd made someone disappointed tonight,
I'd made someone broke his promise tonight,
But this is not what I want to be...

That is a special place for you and me,
I hope that is only for us,
Only have our sweet memory there...

I don't want when someone mention about this place,
in my mind there have 2 memories,

I want unique,
We are unique,
I hope you are thinking same like me,

I know you hope can go because you have promised him earlier,
But in my heart I really don't want to see that,
Am I selfish?

Please tell me what are you thinking,
Because I'm care about your feeling...

Thank you for not going tonight...